It Breaks. Fast.

Have you ever noticed that the minute you start pulling your crazy little world together,

and you think you have it all squished and fit into a small ball into your hands,

that it springs back and explodes!?

Why is that?

I feel like the second I feel completely happy, 

and that

 school,

family,

friends,

and taking care of myself,

are all under control....

Something in the universe just clicks and says,

"oh no you don't!"

Because then all of a sudden,

I'm in the hospital,

behind in school,

my friends are too busy,

my family is too far,

and the one new thing I was actually liking,

breaks.

It is a scary cycle that I believe happens to all of us.

Maybe it is so we appreciate the good things more?

It's so interesting. Maybe someday I will figure this out. Maybe not.

But for now, time to pick myself back up and recover both inside and out!

Does anyone else know what I'm talking about?

Jess