The End to the Beginning

"Sometimes The Hardest Part Isn't Letting Go It's Starting Over"

I feel like for the last 5 years I've been stuck in this cycle.

The "I'm gonna change my life this year" cycle.

It always starts out great.. I'm motivated, determined, excited.

But then somehow I just feel I can't achieve my goals, no matter how hard I try.

Then I get down... wait a few months.. and try again.

And the cycle repeats.

Have you ever had a goal you just feel is impossible to achieve?

But today i strapped myself in, ready to give it a go again.

And took those painful uncomfortable steps.

For a long time I believed that people couldn't change.

But after seeing it firsthand, I know change is possible.

It's hard, but possible.

Sometimes we aren't really afraid of letting go.. we are afraid to have start from the beginning again.

Sometimes we hold onto the pain, to not have to think about the chance of it happening again.

And then there are sometimes.. when hope consumes you.

When you want to feel those things again, 

even if means the potential for pain again in the future.

Here is to hope.. the chance for change.. and the cure to grief.

And to the person who made this possible for me... 

This is for you.

Thank you.